Weekend Fantasy

I clean myself inside and out, freshly shave everything, lather myself in some sexy smelling perfumes and lotions, to feel really good and fresh. No doubt , I am losing control, I will already be training my pussy for the night. Letting it sit and vibrate, making me almost collapse, while applying my makeup. I love to stare at myself complete, the newest version of Martley.

It's so hard not to just stop and fuck myself completely... . the restraint i must endure. I wish I could cum unlimited.

Ill use the penis pump on me to get me to as large as I possibly can be - i am at the point I can almost suck myself, I love watching my cum explode all over me, its my goal, and fantasy that on this little venture, I can finally reach it and treat myself like i should b treated. I've never sucked cock, but know I would be amazing.

hours upon hours of exploring myself, thinking of new comprising things to video tape myself doing (FEEL FREE TO OFF SUGGESTIONS, IF YOU'VE EVER DONE ANYTHING - ALWAYS UP FOR CHALLENGES!!!)

i want to gape myself for the whole weekend, using several of the toys, I want to at least cum 3 times a night. I need to start building some resistance.

The first night, I would want to have by myself, as per a usual solo night... the second night, I would love somehow, to connect with another like-minded soul or 2 or 3 to invite here. Never have, would be scared, but so turned on by the thought of answering the door in full get up to another beautiful woman.

Invite all in for drinks and whatever. I would get at it right away. Just start stroking my cock, while they do the same, and just watch them. watch some movies maybe watch someone else get fucked. drink and inhale get loose. I am nervous at this point, but slowly but surely, we move closer and I touch my first cock, she grabs mine. I imagine to spiral from there. I want to take my time and take it all in... pun intended. In the process, I start to lose control even more and demand what i've always wanted.